The strange thing is that each one who has gone through that bitter disillusionment
adds to it in his turn, unconsciously, by the power within him which is stronger than himself.
"Or if not," she continued, pursuing her own thought with a painful application, "if it's not worth while to have given up, to have missed things, so that others may be saved from disillusionment
and misery--then everything I came home for, everything that made my other life seem by contrast so bare and so poor because no one there took account of them--all these things are a sham or a dream--"
Prince Andrew looked at the laughing Speranski with astonishment, regret, and disillusionment
. It seemed to him that this was not Speranski but someone else.
In such cases they have succeeded only by going through a process of savage disillusionment
. But with Dede and Daylight it was different.
Then came his disillusionment
, and this disillusionment
he described in terms that did not flatter his audience.
And early in the twentieth century came the great disillusionment
with Mary, whom he had thought of angelic purity, and his sense of injury, were so strong that they brought him to despair, and the despair led him--to what?
Since the time of his disillusionment
, Jurgis had sworn to trust no man, except in his own family; but here he discovered that he had brothers in affliction, and allies.
Evidently this daughter of the Cavaliers met a rude disillusionment
in Milton's Puritan household and in his Old Testament theory of woman's inferiority and of a wife's duty of strict subjection to her husband; a few weeks after the marriage she fled to her family and refused to return.
Such a fearful disillusionment
, such a blasting of life-long hopes and aspirations, such an uprooting of age-old tradition might have excused a vastly greater demonstration on the part of the Thark.
He sat himself down, in spite of the chilly fog which obscured the farther bank and left its lights suspended upon a blank surface, upon one of the riverside seats, and let the tide of disillusionment
sweep through him.
I saw the thing done once and I've never believed in it since." And he proceeded to tell the story of his disillusionment