A personal, human feeling for a brief moment got the better of the artificial
phantasm of life he had served so long.
Hereafter, perhaps, some intellect may be found which will reduce my
phantasm to the common-place - some intellect more calm, more logical, and far less excitable than my own, which will perceive, in the circumstances I detail with awe, nothing more than an ordinary succession of very natural causes and effects.
I felt that thus only should I look upon it -- such was the character of
phantasm which it wore.
I seemed to see a ghostly, indistinct figure sitting in a whirling mass of black and brass for a moment--a figure so transparent that the bench behind with its sheets of drawings was absolutely distinct; but this
phantasm vanished as I rubbed my eyes.
In this unnerved--in this pitiable condition--I feel that the period will sooner or later arrive when I must abandon life and reason together, in some struggle with the grim
phantasm, FEAR."
"No," he answered, "I've never been used to nothing but common victual, and I can't eat that." Experience had bred no fancies in him that could raise the
phantasm of appetite.
It seemed to each of them that the life he led himself was the only real life, and the life led by his friend was a mere
phantasm. Oblonsky could not restrain a slight mocking smile at the sight of Levin.
His brief glimpse into the street had given him a forcible impression of the manner in which the world kept itself cheerful and prosperous, by social pleasures and an intercourse of business, while he, in seclusion, was pursuing an object that might possibly be a
phantasm, by a method which most people would call madness.
The painted
phantasm Fashion rises to cast a species of derision on what we say.
In an assembly of
phantasms such as I have painted, it may well be supposed that no ordinary appearance could have excited such sensation.
Whenever I dozed I dreamt of horrible
phantasms, of the death of the curate, or of sump- tuous dinners; but, asleep or awake, I felt a keen pain that urged me to drink again and again.
But in spite of the brilliant sunlight and the green fans of the trees waving in the soothing sea-breeze, the world was a confusion, blurred with drifting black and red
phantasms, until I was out of earshot of the house in the chequered wall.